4 more school days

It is so weird to think that I only have 4 days of school left- one more week until graduation. Last year, I didn’t understand why the seniors weren’t sad about graduation. Actually, every year, I never really understood. I had really close senior friends that graduated in 2009, 2010, and 2011, and each year I would walk around all mopey during the last days of school at the thought of them leaving. Last year, I even cried my eyes out on the seniors’ last day since most of my friends were in that class! But this year, I’m not sad. And I get it. All of us are so excited to graduate that it’s hard to focus on the friends we’ll be leaving behind. I will miss them, though. I’ve gotten so many “I’m gonna miss you” comments in the past couple of days. It’s weird, but at the same time it gives a nice feeling.

How bittersweet.

(via defiancy)

Me: Tell me about yourself, Manny! I barely know you.
Manny: You know me! We’ve known each other for years!
Me: I know that you like science and you have one sister. That’s barely anything.
Manny: You know more than that!
Me: I’m serious! Tell me about yourself! What I just said was close to nothing!
Manny: How about you tell me about yourself? Then, I’ll tell you about myself.
Me: Fine! *begins talking about myself*
Manny: *goes on his cell phone*
Me: *after saying two sentences* That’s my story.
Manny: *doesn’t even notice that I’ve stopped talking*

That’s the problem with society. Everyone is so indifferent. We all talk about useless things and never care to take the chance to get to know each other or to talk about things that matter- like becoming better people or improving humanity.

It’s not that we’re all bad people, but we’re all so accustomed to living in these tiny boxes of superficiality that we hardly look underneath the surface or push ourselves to new limits.

Before I go, I’ll let you know that this life has been a lie. It’s all out now- no words unspoken. You take from it what you will. Soon, I’ll be gone and it won’t matter. It hurts ‘cause we once loved. What’s lost is respect- yours, not mine- that which you never had. A mother. A daughter. Not mother and daughter. You’ll grow at your own pace. I hope that once I leave this home we’ll one day be able to stand face to face- adults.

And so it’s all been said.

Be my guest!

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Anonymous asked: JUST KIDDING. I AM CHRISTAL. AND I LIKE BLACK MUSIC. AND I LIKE TO GO ON MY BEST FRIEND'S BLOG AS ANON JUST BECAUSE I CAN AND NO ONE WILL STOP ME. SO, SUCK ON THAT EVERYONE. SUCK ON IT. MERP DA DERP DA SKIDDLY DOO. IF I SEE YOU MOFOS GRADUATE, BETTER RECOGNIZE A PIMP WHEN YOU SEE ONE. I'MA HAVE THAT BABY POWDER ON HAND LIKE W'DUP. K. ILY. REPLY TO ME NOW. BYE.

THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU!! Hahaha! The way you type is so obvious. lol.

Anyway, you’re a loser! LOL

Anonymous asked: idk who that is. im just a fun person who likes black songs.

Well, hello to you then anon. haha

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Christal, are you at your shenanigans again? haha

Admit that you’ve fallen.

It’s easier to get back up when you don’t feel so alone.

French 4/AP Dinner

I really didn’t expect to have so much fun tonight, but it was really nice hanging out with everyone. What’s ironic is that, in class, we are really segregated. One side of the room is white and the other side Asian- we don’t try to segregate ourselves; the people that we sit with are just the people we’ve been friends with for the past 3/4 years and everyone just tends to stick with their own ethnic group. Yet, we all got along really well today. We all sat at one table and had entertaining conversations with each other which was really interesting. It was so laid-back. As little as we did do in that class, I think that I’ll miss it. Mr. Remy’s father-figure self and everyone’s antics.

Anyway, dinner was delicious and hanging out with everyone was great!

French 4/AP Dinner

I really didn’t expect to have so much fun tonight, but it was really nice hanging out with everyone. What’s ironic is that, in class, we are really segregated. One side of the room is white and the other side Asian- we don’t try to segregate ourselves; the people that we sit with are just the people we’ve been friends with for the past 3/4 years and everyone just tends to stick with their own ethnic group. Yet, we all got along really well today. We all sat at one table and had entertaining conversations with each other which was really interesting. It was so laid-back. As little as we did do in that class, I think that I’ll miss it. Mr. Remy’s father-figure self and everyone’s antics.

Anyway, dinner was delicious and hanging out with everyone was great!

Days in the lives of soon-to-be high school graduates.

Days in the lives of soon-to-be high school graduates.

(Source: yougogwencoco, via mellaniekdg)

Gotta have roots
Before branches
To know who I am
Before I know who I wanna be
And faith
To take chances
To live like I see
A place in this world for me

Anonymous asked: Say "Hello my name is. ______(insert your name), And I like ducks" in french!

Bonjour, je m’appelle Alexis et j’aime les canards.

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1. Repetition Is the key to a good habit, the more you do something the more automatic it becomes.

2. Consistency Doing something consistently in-grains the pattern in your behaviour. Try to make the action a daily thing.

3. Make the task easier. The easier the task the more easy it is…

Anonymous asked: WHETHER YOU'RE A BROTHER OR YOU'RE A MOTHER; YOU'RE STAYIN' ALIVE, STAYIN' ALIVE. FEEL THE CITY BREAKIN' AND EVERYBODY SHAKIN', AND WE'RE STAYIN' ALIVE, STAYIN' ALIVE. AH, HA, HA, HA STAYIN' ALIVE, STAYIN' ALIVE. AH, HA, HA, HA, STAYIN' ALIVE.

I know that all of these are not from Christal! Who is this? Hahaha